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[Oct. 24th, 2004|12:23 pm] |
Fill this out about me, then put it on your live journal so others can fill it out about you. Now, be honest!
1. My name:
2. Where did we meet?:
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?:
5. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, nothing)?:
6. Do I smoke?:
7. What's my favourite colour?:
8. When you first saw me what was your first impression?
9. My age?:
10. My birthday?:
11. Color Hair?:
12. Color eyes?:
14. Have you ever been jealous of me?
15. Whats one of my fav things to do indoors?:
16. Do you remember the first things I said to you when we first met?
17. What's my favorite type of music?:
18.What's one of my fav things to do outdoors?:
19. Am I shy or outgoing?
20.Would you say I'm funny haha funny, or sarcastic funny?:
21. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?:
22. Would you consider me a friend?:
23. Would you call me preppy, flirty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, snobby, or something else?:
24. Have you ever seen me cry?:
25. If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be?
26. Are my parents still together?:
27. Do I have a nice butt?:
28. If I had broccoli stuck on my teeth, would you tell me?
29. Do you love me?:
AM I......... ?!?!?!?!?!?!
31. Quiet or loud?
31. Short or Tall:
32.Weird or original:
33. Smart or stupid?
34. Boring or Fun?
DO YOU THINK I'M (YES / NO)
36.A psycho?
38.Athlethic?
40. A flirt?
41. Ghetto?
42. A mad one?
43. Two-faced?
44. Obnoxious?
45. Immature?
46. Mature?
JUST A FEW MORE QUESTIONS
47. What do you think I'll be when I grow up?
48. A) Do you think I'll get married?
B) If you do.Who do you think I'll marry?
49. When is my birthday?
50. Who is my best friend? |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2004|06:27 pm] |
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
And you know it makes me sick to be on that list
But I shoulda thought of that before we kissed
You say you’re gonna burn before you’re mellow
I’ll be the one to burn you
Why’d ya have to go and pick me
When you knew that we were different
Completely
And I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I shoulda thought of that before we kissed
Your wildness scares me so does your freedom
See I can’t stand the restrictions
I found myself trying to change you
If you were meant to be my lover I wouldn’t have to
And I feel so mean
I feel in-between
Cause I’m about to
Give you away
And I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I shoulda thought of that before we kissed
I’m about to give you away
For someone else to take
I’m about to give you away
For someone else to take
You repeated mistakes for sourvenirs
We’ve been in-between the days for years
I believed it when I said you were going to die
Now I’m gonna watch you and you know why
Its gonna kill me to see you with the next girl
Cause I’m almost awfully so jealous cause the next girl
But I shoulda thought of that before we kissed
And I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I shoulda thought of that before we kissed
I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I shoulda thought of that before we kissed |
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[Sep. 26th, 2004|03:13 pm] |
A green plastic watering can
For a fake chinese rubber plant
In the fake plastic earth
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans
To get rid of itself
It wears her out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out
She lives with a broken man
A cracked polystyrene man
Who just crumbles and burns
He used to do surgery
On girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins
And it wears him out, it wears him out
It wears him out, it wears him out
She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My fake plastic love
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run
And it wears me out, it wears me out
It wears me out, it wears me out
And if I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted
All the time, all the time |
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[Sep. 5th, 2004|11:59 pm] |
I'm done with this journal, I am done with life.
I'm sick of feelings, I want to just die.
I hate everything.
Love is not a thing I will ever have.
So numb, I want to feel pain.
Goodbye. Thanks for reading all my stupid thoughts, you've been a great audience. |
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| Travelling bites! |
[Aug. 6th, 2004|09:10 pm] |
mm so I am back in the US of A it is interesting, my stepdad fell off a roof and broke his leg and can't work for 6 months GREAT! oh well... travelling back was god awful. Customs; got held up Chicago; got held up again! joy joy. -sigh- I worried about Jake basically the whole time. I feel lame but whatever.
I met my brothers girlfriend she is very sweet and pretty.
Not much more to say except that I will be very poor for a while **LAME** oh well. I hope shit works for us and everything goes well. If it doesn't we're screwed. I'm not that worried, if all else fails I will get my daddy to take me home.
Well kids, I should be back in Honesdale in a few days, so I will see you all then hopefully! |
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| Wow... |
[Aug. 3rd, 2004|12:55 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
Today = AMAZING! My dad, brother, and I drove 3 hours on these insane roads stopping in small surf towns to where my brother works. The views were spectacular! Oh wow.. I can't even try to describe everything I saw. It was just so unreal! I can't wait to get my pictures developed!
Next year, Jake is coming to BC with me (yes you are I've made this decision for you!) and we will go camping in Uklulet and we will experince all there is to experience and it will be soo amazing! I want to spend more time there.
Tomorrow I go to Van to see my other brother then it's to Boston, so lame. I don't want my trip to end, it's just been so amazing. I have this great feeling inside, I feel so fulfilled! I wonder if anyone will see a change in me.
I was talking to a boy tonight. Things were said and I'll probably be hurt by all this but what can you do?
Two more years and the highschool blurr will be over with and reality can finally kick in. |
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| Slit my throat to ease the pain... |
[Jul. 31st, 2004|09:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  distressed | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | Take the Veil Cerpin Taxt - The Mars Volta | ] |
The last while has been nice.
On my birthday I went to Vic and it was really great. Matt bought me a belt and I bought cds and stuff. We made dinner and watched American Beauty then went to bed sorta. I think that may have been a mistake of sorts but what can ya do.
I had dinner with my family for my birthday it kinda sucked.
My friend found out her dad is a coke head (she doesn't live with him) and she was really upset so we took her out to cheer her up. We went to the movies and bought tons of candy. It was good times.
My brother is down again and he gave me money.
Today I went shopping with Crys and Taryn and spent far too much money on stuff. Lots of fun.
Tomorrow I go to Victoria with my dad, maybe. I need to get my earrings I left at Matt's.
Monday I go to where my brother works and he's going to take me to the islands. It's really cool where he works.
Tuesday I go to Vancouver it should be interesting.
Wednesday I fly back to PA. My fun is over and we are going straight to fuckin Andover. so lame.
whatever.
My brother has now been put in jail twice for fighting haha. He has nothing on me.
I thought I really liked this one guy but now I just feel dumb. Why does this always happen? I don't want to feel anything for anyone anymore. I wish I could say that and it would happen. |
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| Tell me you love me. |
[Jul. 30th, 2004|01:22 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | restless | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | Green Eyes - Coldplay | ] |
I want to write exctly what I feel right now.
All the pain and anger and guilt and self doubt.
But I can't.
Everytime I try to word how I feel,
it isn't right.
After my trip is done I will have to face all this.
I can't run away from it
It will follow.
Why must I always fall for boys I cannot have? |
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| It's been a long time comin' |
[Jul. 25th, 2004|08:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hungry | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | The Kills - Kissy Kissy | ] |
Last night was so crazy! I went downtown with my friends at 9 and watched the fireworks. They were amazing set to music and everything. We took so many pictures of crap and we got a little drunk. After the fireworks I met this guy that was a jerk to my friend so I got all up in his face and basically acted like a bitch. Very fun. We then went to timmies and stuff and took the bus home. There were sooo many people downtown it was crazy. then after I got home my friend wanted to hangout and it was like 1 am and when I was walking to his house this guy comes up and asks for the time so I tell him and he's like "what are you up to tonight" and I told him I was going to my friends house and what a not. and he's like "Oh I thought you were working... but I guess not" so I jetted. It was horrible! So I got to my friends house and we watched a really fucked up movie and smoked a bunch of pot and his mom gave us beer so I got even more drunk. It was fun but when I was walking home some other guy tried to pick me up and I ran all the way home.. which was like 10 minutes and when you're as high as I was, it's not fun.
Today I went to the river. it was lots of fun. We all got really high and swam a bit... it was scary though cause we were right above some big rapids and we were getting pulled towards them with the current. It made me laugh though cause almost everyone out there (and there were a lot of people) was smoking pot. Same with at the fireworks, like evreywhere we went we could smell pot. haha. Gotta love BC.
Tomorrow is my birthday. I might be getting my belly pierced and then I am for sure going to Vic at 2:30 for a couple days. It'll be fun. I love Victoria. It's a very pretty city and I am planning on taking lots of pictures.
Right now I hurt for some reason and I want Dairy Queen. mmmm peanut buster parfiet or whatever they're called.. soo good. |
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| PAAAAIIINNNN |
[Jul. 23rd, 2004|08:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hot | ] |
Wednesday Matt and Dave came to town so I hung out with them and went swimming with some girls. it was fun times. Seriosuly, it was like I never left. :)
Thursday I went downtown and then hung out at a friends house
Today I caught the bus with some frinds and we went to the lake. I am sooo burnt like flame red. it's so hot. Blah. my whole body is burnt it's gunna be one painful night. But it was fun swimming and stuff.
blah too hot.
When I was walking home from the bus stop I saw my dad and he bought me food and gave me a ride the rest of the way home.
Fun day. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|02:15 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | Jubella - Alexisonfire | ] |
woo ok so fun times! Tonight my friends came and picked me up and I met Krista's boyfriend Andrew and I smacked my head getting into the van. Then we went to drews house and hotboxed his car and he played bits of songs on drums and made us guess what they were. When we were getting burnt we went to Timmies and got coffee then they dropped me and stef off at Melissa's who had to eat dinner so when she was done all that stuff we went downtown and we met this guy named Brian and he was in a scene in white chix (he hits one of the guys in the back of the head) and he gave me a smoke. After that we went back to Timmies and ate lots of food and annoyed all the workers there then went and sat on the skate ramp down by the water. At about 11:30 we went to Stefs and watched shitty movies and me and Mel caught a cab home. it was a fun night.
Yesterday my brother went back up island and me and Cry went downtown and bought hair dye (which sucked and didn't go right) I also bought cds. I met one of her friends and didn't like him but we still ahd fun and we came back to my hosue to dye my hair that didn't work and invited Karlee over *Kar and Crys are dating* it was fun and we laughed so hard over the dumbest things.
Matt and Dave got in Nan today and we are going to hang out tomorrow I'm guessing then that evening I will be going to the pool *YAY* bahaha.
Then Thursday it's too the doctors to get some tests then making more doc appointments for checkups and shit. fun times!!! -sigh- also camping Friday?
I am confused as to what is going on for my birthday.. either I go to Vic with my dad to a carshow, or going to Matt's in Vic, or going out to dinner with the girls! ahhhh! Hopefully I can go to Matt's. Blah
That is all that is happening in my little world... maybe more but I'm too tired to remember. |
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| la la la la la la |
[Jul. 16th, 2004|01:12 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | nothing too lazy to download Kazaa | ] |
Wow! these last couple day = CRAZYNESS!! yes terday I went to go get on my plan and it was delayded for 6 hours.. then when I got to Chicago I missed my connection to Van so I had to stay there for the night... Airplane terminals are really boring at night! So I got to Van and my dad broght me home it's weird seeing this house for the first time... I want our old house back. Oh well.. so when I got home a few of my friends came and found me and we went downtown and wlaked around talking to people. We met a guy named Scott who was pretty cool and let us look at his girly mags haha. So then we went to Timmies and bought doughnuts and had a sprinkle fight damn the spinkles! and then as we were about to go home we saw Mike and I usually hate Mike but I haven't seen him in a year so we went and smoked a bowl and got nice and high and now I think Mike is the greatest haha. I coughed sooo bad on my first hit! Virgin lungs. hehe and when I got home I slept so good. Then this morning my brother gave memoney and woke me up wella ctually his friend woke me up. Tuck walks in "You ARE here! craziness.." then he stood there talking to me for awhile then my brother came in I have no idea what we were talking about. Too tired. Oh well my daddy is ging to take me to lunch and I guess I will go to the bank and cash my check. |
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